Something
President Ashton said near the beginning of my mission that it should be
our goal, that we allow our missions to go through us, instead of us
going through our missions. That has always stuck with me, because that
is something I desired. I truly desired my mission to go through me and
help me be who the Lord wanted me to be instead of just going through
the motions and not allowing the Lord to purify my heart. I can humbly
say, that my mission has gone through me. I was thinking of Ammon this
morning and how after he and the sons of Mosiah brought thousands of
souls unto repentance, he was filled with joy and happiness, so much
that he fell to the earth. But I read a verse that hits close to home
that I want to share.
Alma 26:12 "Yea, I know
that I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak; therefore I will not
boast of myself, but I will boast of my God, for in his strength I can
do all things; yea, behold, many mighty miracles we have wrought in this
land [of Texas] for which we will praise his name forever."
This
has been the Lords work. Its been amazing to witness miracles in His
behalf just by following the promptings of the spirit. This has been the
time where I have been tried and tested, broken and mended and shaped
into a true disciple of Christ. I love our Savior and our Father in
Heaven. I've come to know how much they love us individually. Those times
that I have felt it the most has been in the temple, seeing his beloved
sons and daughters enter the waters of baptism, and feeling his love
for them. Experiencing the feelings of sorrow and grief for those that
don't accept the gospel, or fall away when I can see their potential and
the Love Father has for them. Feelings that love helps me want to do
better, and to do the things that are pleasing to the Lord.
This
is the gospel of Jesus Christ. I know that He lives. I know without a
doubt that Joseph Smith, saw God and Jesus Christ in the grove of trees
and was called to bring back the Saviors gospel. I know that because of
the spirit that has bore witness to me, that it is true, but also
because what it has done for me in my life personally. "By their fruits,
ye shall know them" I know the fruit of the Book of Mormon is sweet. It
has brought me closer to my Savior and a fuller understanding of His
plan for me. That book is the most correct book on the earth. I wish I
wouldn't have taken it for granted most of my life. I know that the
Atonement is REAL. I've witnessed that personally. The Atonement
transforms us. It helps our weaknesses turn into our strengths. I love all of you
and thank you for your love, support and prayers for me and those I've
worked with on this journey.
God Bless Texas!
Till we meet again ;)
With love,